fight

g d c g

i'm going down to a place i've been before
to a deep dark place with no lights (hope) and no doors

in my favorite corner i can curl in a ball
it's really safe down here cause there's no room to fall

don't try to call and don't try to write
don't call me stubborn i have no more fight to fight

it's really hard to breath when your heart has lost its spark
it's really hard to think when your mind has no thoughts

searching

I go searching
in the depths of darkness

it's not holy
in the depths of darkness

there's no lonely
in the depths of darkness

(but I can't find you)
I can't feel you
I can't touch you
I can't heal you
I don't know you